Take a deep breath...

Few weeks ago, I received an offer letter from xxx. Before that they aslo print out one offer letter and give it by hand. Its mean they gave me two offer letters. They even called to the office to make sure that I'm giving them the correct postal address. Look like they really want me to join them huh????

BUT, this afternoon one of the officer called me, telling me that they gonna have a meeting to discuss about my status... *sigh* I told the officer, I'm really dissapointed with the administration. If they feel that I'm not good enough for that, why they gave me the offer? What kind of offer is that?

Now, I miss the another chance from the other xxx. I was about to apply... *sigh* Sad...sad...sad..